ghost

gentle teardrops
please
drop no longer
i wished to be stronger
but my pain hurt more
I stared at myself in the polished floor
of the hospital
then could not leave a feeling stronger
then that of a lost soul


 a sun that rose was gleaming
smiling with its beam
frostbit off and I felt no shine
her heart was now not

beating I walked out sombre
late at dark
i caught a light
i walked towards
a mother sobbing
i saw a thief robbing
cars in the local park
i got a fright
i thought of my girl glistning
but the light i sought was all for nought
he behaved erratic
i heard the static
emanate around where i walked
the light was strong but it was banished
i held my hand out for his wallet
but then he vanished
and i was lost
i heard the little girl of my heart whistling
a frost came over embracing
my dark soul
saw the girl was tripping
i helped her up
she looked at me
an empty hole
and then abrupt
i sewed it up
and had this feeling festering
i read the poster that said something
i could not read but it meant nothing
and fragrance of a laugh
lead me back to my apatrment
i saw the body and the tears of blood
form around her eyes
and knew the light that I thought does slide
down through my window
upon which to be wishing
was nought
and lost within a dark filled draught
i found myself within a well

i knew the sign read missing