so so

how it feels to be alone

i yawn

i pray

i need not say

what words cant touch

i live and love

them all so much

i must atone

within my home

to be alone

for as long and

for as much

as i can stay

a love worn out

from a distance

i live alone

lets be realistic

if its not within your being

and if its not where your heart is leading

no matter what you call it

if it doesent come up in my dreams

its not important