goodbye

i feel a blockage
in my pathway
a stone blocking
my hallway

i need to stop it
obsessing halfway
before coming
to a rational

end; stop in
the shadows
 death blocking
this bliss

i care about life
you care bout money
to spend, godawful
not an artist

but walking this far
makes me glad
i hoped to reach a stop
but thats not what i want

i want life
not to turn sad
while we wither
some good some bad

but this stone
will last i feel
i hope while its ending
i wish you to live forever

a forgiver,half blessed
half with evil thoughts
not feeling bad when

i rock this boat
halfway to the left
then to the right
i feel a blockage

i feel alright