find the sun (for lane)

 ill remember the walks of

heartache, anger and agony

when the suns shines

it is pleasant

ill walk the happy ways

forever in the present

and witness every moment

as if im in a heaven

of somekind

to be fair

im so sad

its just a

broken jug

and ill miss

your splendor

and your cool head

with wits about

always looking up

and maybe i took for granted

your kindness

a bit too much

so now while it rains

ill remember your light

in the quiet

i didnt acknowledge enough

and although ive lost it

i hope you never

try to hide it

or lose it

because when the

days just begun

you take the turmoil

and stop the spiral

i know just what ive lost again

and for the future in your wanderlust

i hope they take it kindly

that is to say

you go with a smile

and always know where to

find the sun