the day the playstation came out (who was born?)

 i reach the haze

blurryness at the end

of the day

when moths collect

the doorway and lights are

dim

and im reaching

for ideals

a dream away

the girls are polkadotted

and lips lyrical

plus theire expression

on expressways

in urban moonlight

hot wheel rollin

we kiss

those lips are glossy

dizziness,today

we sit for a wee

bit

for

just a few

having a headache or two

sitting as dark approach

as if we know

stars that grew

in bliss

up and blew

only i love

them for it

i wish they knew

my stars

on a rainy day

just to gaze

and say

with smiles

what we knew was just a dream

it seemed perfect yet planned

the clouds segmented into sand

just yesterday

to wake us up

and now i really know

or think i actually knew

that i still can't comprehend

just what we had

i shoulda kneown that

the life i was living then

in an Anthropocene

poison shall grow the truth

and dreams that just fell through

no longer my command

no longer all these roots

are only strands

to those you think you know me well

i say do you know who?

took the world and set in stones

the winds of yesterday today just blew

the things we did

like candlelight into

a plaugue

i try

i try

to understand

tomorrow's dreams

i live today

including nightmares

too