backroom testaments

 the other side of the room

microwave heater shade theres a buzzing

in the poppy field refrigirator crumbling

theres so many waves of nothing to swim through

let me define something:

that is ambigious use of observing

to see through walls and ulterior motifs

skeleton vultures buzzards flying

flesh biting in the cosmopolitan mall there was fungus growing

by the drive thru and multiple backrooms

with lightbulbs spinning sparkling

forever who knew\

the frames upon my wall are neoplatonist

hegelian kantian janet wee little spooks

anne frank at it writing in the dusty crumbling

sawdust restroom

while hitlers fucking semantic quality

husserl has a headache students who see one jew

often mistake one death in exchange for two lives

one black two whites

two ocean eyes the end of my driveway

uncanny shops closing up mallpolish

for the day more polish watch as nazis invade

chatrooms and promenades of hate

keeping it on the backwheels of hades

the mcdonalds ballpit and arcades

the back walls echoe jungian shadows crawl

through all

me im smoking by the cooler

ambivalent noises nothing utters

but celan is crucified

cows are mooing in soviet blocks

where lenins running the pocketwatch

is milky melting like dalis einsteinum absurdity

picasso playing cards with stalin

wittgenstein playing darts crushing hidden hearts desiring

no language games but immediate meaning

resonates with those whove lost the compass

to there shady hedges there ballroom dining society

absoloutly deserts all prior illuminity to authoritan

sig shirts moron mormon prattling mein kampf hammering

sending the bouregeiors theire deserts

closet man goaway

2:reichian passages like flash of lightning

lagoon lobotomies are freignting

weil knows its a whale and frightful how we treat our women

dworkin unplugs all the sockets sontag plays gutenberg bingo with the soviets,acker acts in anger dismantling sexist rhetoric statues while millett says it as it is as plath lays down in bliss and woolf is gargling

comprehension at its point before its melting

give me a name to summon me by mention

a tag a name a phrase frame at maudsley things john money didnt mention

didnt lay the eggs

sexologists after all

mansfield out at menton palm sundays arabian shawls

who mention desade

satre bataille beauvoir checking out the billiard room

charles manson with his kool aid dressing room

for brechtian performance acts duchaemp blewss him

makes the line from breton go all the way back to derrida

spectors of marx spirits of dark vectors ill living carparks spooks

lynched hanged em kyle lachlan

drains for dirt keep piling higher higher hiring pre socratic hephaestus adolescents for siving through the fire

draining them convalescents

the rickity back road foresty way

ritaling a back note

kafka cottages with smoke and ash

to blow kautsky backweards theoritician bleeding

another premonition

the back dimes chewing gum pre pubsescent teen

bellowing into heaven blake was there

william written proleteriat rhythm

somewhere around

around

around here

fog was brewing

3: uncanny splinters in drinking fountain

coleridges rheumatism hurls stinging pain the walls alang

to trains agitating snowfields marshalls tolstoy wrote

marshalls new zealand short story writer smitten with the kiwi unconscious

darker tempests still tui shrieking banshee rills

rehabilitating soviet convents

crosses on walls ears for checka testing

checkovs gun noones handling this trigger

little fussy prussy prostytute

prussian dead for all to recycle

revoulte tions

debating constitutions malcolm x

martin luther jr

present at the state of the end ofg the worlds existence

impregenatting assasinations trotsky lennon gandhi

salinger

wilde

shakespeare

donne

kant

books that line my bedroom

all is blessed

but narrower still

the hangman chill

one gets in these

backrooms

thought nill