duet

 autumn leaves

please fall

against the barren wall

to rot

release

or spit across

the barren waste

this hopeless space

at times it shines

others divides

my mind

and passions

clatter in a closet

along with smiles

and other things

ive lost

bitter tears

to many years

and in 1999

the year i appeared

my mother had to find

a way to not strangle me

right there

now thats a different angle

and lifes a different apple you pick

each day while on your way

to school in sun and shady

corridors where learning

passion and other stuffs

begun

like falling meeting a girl

becoming one when your

heart is melting

and every spot upon your cheek

show life as rather faulty

ill admit im lost

and cross because

i couldnt percieve

what i had just

commited before

the outcome happening

whisked me away

i was diagnosed

upon some other day

the label i had begotten

stuck me to a script

to perform within

a play and misery exists

but so does love

so does jealousy and lust

none of which

(im at further distance)

to even trust

but iron rust

tunnel through

the edge of

settled dust

im hurting

autumns calling

im here

so fall

i must!!!