toxic (love you) teddy

 remember,shaven sister

you claim your head 

just a blister,your brain but mush

your childhood dolls just lush

expressions of vile chasity

your palms and wrists an obscenity

but to you the candle glow

eternity

remember walking with her

so much her mom 

so much of girl to show

her portrait depicting smiles

and vicious whims on the outside

looking in 

winter lobotomies make me throw up

my inconsitences

wishing blisters from the plasters

eternity

you said my head you saw my gloom

and what of him you hear things say

his brain was better on an easel

or away on a chisel of lead

the synapses broke on a wish

i spent no time the shadows have led

me to him

her

whatever regrets

i show

i do not wish to own

so when you shaved your head

you said

your kisses twist and blabber and fester

with glossalias angelic glow

in the light between us

one graph of skin

aglow

i didnt pop the blister

i let it grow

and though you through infamy

your own inferno let is twist her

i didnt kiss her 

thought you should know

now rid of me 

eternities

of tangled pipes

where smoke hysterical

bless me and her

uncertainty 

did nothing

but make

the wind 

just blow